Wednesday, November 26, 2008
Friday, November 21, 2008
this wk
so many projects coming up....omg...siannz...yuppz going 4am now...was busy doing another blog up.....i didn noe i am quite good in photoshop =) due to confidential reasons blog will not be uploaded yet...well its a project submission anyway regarding a festival in Singapore. So i did wrote about Singapore Biennale...something quite unique exhibition to worth spending time going down to the site and visit.
Had my accounting test earlier. phew manage to get correct profit and loss but duno workings right a not. hopefully bahz. nxt week got 2 project submission - culinary and this festive blog....and sat got test....Shit havent study yet...sighh gotta work harder....
Wed is my culinary day. Right now i am posted to sugarloaf pastry section. And guess wad!!! my first try was to bake chocolate brownies with my buddy. Under the guidance from our chefs, OF COZ its a job well done. Cant wait to see it being sold off the shelfs. Can eat de ok =) too bad cant take any photos....
Had my accounting test earlier. phew manage to get correct profit and loss but duno workings right a not. hopefully bahz. nxt week got 2 project submission - culinary and this festive blog....and sat got test....Shit havent study yet...sighh gotta work harder....
Wed is my culinary day. Right now i am posted to sugarloaf pastry section. And guess wad!!! my first try was to bake chocolate brownies with my buddy. Under the guidance from our chefs, OF COZ its a job well done. Cant wait to see it being sold off the shelfs. Can eat de ok =) too bad cant take any photos....
Saturday, November 15, 2008
missing him
Just couldnt help to think about him...thinkin of his smile, his silence, his laugher and the kind of expression and efforts to be the first to celebrate my birthday...sighh...thinkin of him.
Saturday, November 8, 2008
my grandma
I went to visit my grandmother (nai nai) today at the SGH. Everytime i see her, i always ask myself the same question: Since when is the last time i visited her, what was she doing at that moment?
My grandma currently bedridden, kidney failure. Requires dialysis for almost 10 hours every day. Sometimes I just wondered, what can you do just by lying on the bed? It seems life to be very meaningless, but that is the only way to slow down the pace in life or society. What i can remember about my grandma was that she slowly walking to the living room during chinese new year and asking us "You want Bak Kwa". Guess thats all i could remember about her. There are many reasons to it. Like when i am very very young, my parents never wanted me to stay at my grandma house for the day like sundays only my brothers did. Somemore, I always have the perception that she only care to look at my big brother than me or any other cousins since he is the eldest. Lastly, being the only girl in this family it dont seem to be of importance. As my family prefer guys than girls. So thats the reason mostly why I dont have much rememberance of my grandma.
Looking at her today, she was sleeping so soundly, even snoring. I was told that she was sleeping whole day without eating, drinking. It just sound like in coma sort of thing or maybe someday she is goin to another world by just sleeping. Maybe when she is still around, i should pay more attention to her bah..
My grandma currently bedridden, kidney failure. Requires dialysis for almost 10 hours every day. Sometimes I just wondered, what can you do just by lying on the bed? It seems life to be very meaningless, but that is the only way to slow down the pace in life or society. What i can remember about my grandma was that she slowly walking to the living room during chinese new year and asking us "You want Bak Kwa". Guess thats all i could remember about her. There are many reasons to it. Like when i am very very young, my parents never wanted me to stay at my grandma house for the day like sundays only my brothers did. Somemore, I always have the perception that she only care to look at my big brother than me or any other cousins since he is the eldest. Lastly, being the only girl in this family it dont seem to be of importance. As my family prefer guys than girls. So thats the reason mostly why I dont have much rememberance of my grandma.
Looking at her today, she was sleeping so soundly, even snoring. I was told that she was sleeping whole day without eating, drinking. It just sound like in coma sort of thing or maybe someday she is goin to another world by just sleeping. Maybe when she is still around, i should pay more attention to her bah..
Tuesday, November 4, 2008
happy birthday
Guess wad....
its 30 mins to my BIRTHDAY!!!! thanks to all who have wish me and celebrated with me this time round.... hmmm thinkin of it its my first birthday cake in school =), first time celebrated my birthday with my friends even before him... hahaha opps... anyway thanks for the planning =)
well...birthday is always something significant to me which i always wanted celebrate with others...guess thats the only time i could seek attention...lolx..anyway i find it meaningful as it is celebrating 19 years of life...sad, happy, angry, afraid, worried, confused....lookin back izit it time flies~~~
cant wait till tml ..... ommg....
WHY the hell i am having culinary during my birthday....#!$#^%&
stupid cant skip the lessons....haiz..nvm shall celebrate after culi although it is short time but guess quality and meanin comes more..
aniway yesterday was mei chin birthday durin cya..hope she had enjoy her birthday...omg i love her diaries la....sighh only left one...... T.T
its 30 mins to my BIRTHDAY!!!! thanks to all who have wish me and celebrated with me this time round.... hmmm thinkin of it its my first birthday cake in school =), first time celebrated my birthday with my friends even before him... hahaha opps... anyway thanks for the planning =)
well...birthday is always something significant to me which i always wanted celebrate with others...guess thats the only time i could seek attention...lolx..anyway i find it meaningful as it is celebrating 19 years of life...sad, happy, angry, afraid, worried, confused....lookin back izit it time flies~~~
WHY the hell i am having culinary during my birthday....#!$#^%&
stupid cant skip the lessons....haiz..nvm shall celebrate after culi although it is short time but guess quality and meanin comes more..
aniway yesterday was mei chin birthday durin cya..hope she had enjoy her birthday...omg i love her diaries la....sighh only left one...... T.T
Saturday, November 1, 2008
jewelfest
i am back blogging again....well nothin much tis time round..went to singapore jewel festival today with him at takashimaya today. =) Wow the jewels there are dazzling man!!! haha but still i still prefer my star cut ring that he is going to give me soon during my birthday...I AM WAITINGGG...
Aniway was talking to sl yesterday haha realize like alot of people seems to have a bad impression about me...wondering whether if i am so infamous? haha actually sometimes i wonder why do people always have bad impression about me? looks or being quiet or juz being loner? haha dunoz...but i noe something is they judge book by its cover only.
Anyway i am happy to be friends with mc,wn,jy,sl,wj and many others in this course...guess thats all i need for support for me to survive here....jiayooouu....
Aniway was talking to sl yesterday haha realize like alot of people seems to have a bad impression about me...wondering whether if i am so infamous? haha actually sometimes i wonder why do people always have bad impression about me? looks or being quiet or juz being loner? haha dunoz...but i noe something is they judge book by its cover only.
Anyway i am happy to be friends with mc,wn,jy,sl,wj and many others in this course...guess thats all i need for support for me to survive here....jiayooouu....
Thursday, October 30, 2008
choices
There is no decisions that are right or wrong. If you make this decision for now, you may regret about the decision you did not make last time.
One month has many minutes and seconds. Instead of greeding about one lifetime, why dont we cherish what we have even for now. One minute or even one second is also a lifetime memory isn't it?
I guess sometimes i really did not cherish what we already have or even take things for granted. Maybe somethin for me to look into bahz
somethin to consider... =)
One month has many minutes and seconds. Instead of greeding about one lifetime, why dont we cherish what we have even for now. One minute or even one second is also a lifetime memory isn't it?
I guess sometimes i really did not cherish what we already have or even take things for granted. Maybe somethin for me to look into bahz
somethin to consider... =)
Monday, October 27, 2008
deepavali
today is deepavali another festival for the indians...
but most importantly, today woon juin left to maldives...hope he will be safe and enjoy his attachment there=)
wan ning bought v9 le!! so cool
i also want to buy handphone....see how bahz need to wait for christmas fair see got wad phones cheap to buy.
anyway i attended my first culi lesson already. quite fun but sometimes i regretted joinin because i also not too sure can get my results anot....but i really scared of getting cut by the knife =(
start of schh canot be soo slack. my aim is to get 3.6 need to jiayou
but most importantly, today woon juin left to maldives...hope he will be safe and enjoy his attachment there=)
wan ning bought v9 le!! so cool
i also want to buy handphone....see how bahz need to wait for christmas fair see got wad phones cheap to buy.
anyway i attended my first culi lesson already. quite fun but sometimes i regretted joinin because i also not too sure can get my results anot....but i really scared of getting cut by the knife =(
start of schh canot be soo slack. my aim is to get 3.6 need to jiayou
Wednesday, October 1, 2008
OH MY GOD....I had a severe stomach ache from yesterday till now...
down with fever 37.7oC yesterday zzz there goes my children's day. T.T
Anyway just feel that I am too old to celebrate children's day huhx.
Do you KNOW?
Schools in Singapore first celebrated Children's Day on 23 October 1961?
On Wednesday 3 August 1961, the Ministry of Education announced that the estimated 37,000 school children in Singapore would be celebrating Children's Day for the first time that year. The day chosen for the celebration was Monday 23 October . The date was in keeping with the United Nation's Children's Day which fell on 22 October but since it was a Sunday, the celebration was held the following day, on Monday 23. Children's Day was marked as a school holiday.
down with fever 37.7oC yesterday zzz there goes my children's day. T.T
Anyway just feel that I am too old to celebrate children's day huhx.
Do you KNOW?
Schools in Singapore first celebrated Children's Day on 23 October 1961?
On Wednesday 3 August 1961, the Ministry of Education announced that the estimated 37,000 school children in Singapore would be celebrating Children's Day for the first time that year. The day chosen for the celebration was Monday 23 October . The date was in keeping with the United Nation's Children's Day which fell on 22 October but since it was a Sunday, the celebration was held the following day, on Monday 23. Children's Day was marked as a school holiday.
Monday, September 29, 2008
Sunday, September 28, 2008
work work work
Been working for the past 3 days at tung lok. Was a part time job by TP. Really enjoyed my time there at the VIP lounge. Experience over there was great and there was alot of things to learn from the real world.
We were supposed to work as waiters and waitresses and serve drinks and clear plates of the guests. For me, had became a full time coffee girl and make coffee for the guests =) Kind of relax but having to stand for hours was a torture. Going back home was like LEG PAINNN have to use that strong tiger balm plaster to paste at the legs.
Anyway my best experience was at the bar at the last day when there was alot of people and the bar was like only one person. Help the bar man alot like pouring of wine, soft drinks, champagne, drying of glasses ... Really appreciated Mr Lawrance Tang for his patience and humour to make me learn alot of things without any pressure. Let me reflect what I had learn:-
- pouring of wine, champange and beer. Got Skill de ok! still need to know how much foam, how much to pour
- opening of champange. wow... its really hard to open without a pop sound...
- opening of wine bottles. ... though i learnt through ssm... it is still hard...
- being more alert to look out for empty glasses to clear
- learning to be humourous and courtesy when speaking to guests with confidence
- and many many more
haha was having great fun inside the bar. He was teaching me alot with alot of jokes with us inside. Ohh still got one more tt tall and skinny guy steven thong. At first my impression to him was like he is very xiong will scold us de lor...but eventually last day was a great day he keep comin to the bar for champange and talk nonsense to us. zzz. i was drinking white wine with him and mr lawrance. haha fun!!
before i forget still got tt PANDA! =) meong cheong. His dark dark eye rings really like panda lorz... haha was making fun of him all the three days.. really had a good time there
thanks alot for everyone to create a fun filled experience for me throughout the three days. i will miss you guys out there..heee
photos to be out later
We were supposed to work as waiters and waitresses and serve drinks and clear plates of the guests. For me, had became a full time coffee girl and make coffee for the guests =) Kind of relax but having to stand for hours was a torture. Going back home was like LEG PAINNN have to use that strong tiger balm plaster to paste at the legs.
Anyway my best experience was at the bar at the last day when there was alot of people and the bar was like only one person. Help the bar man alot like pouring of wine, soft drinks, champagne, drying of glasses ... Really appreciated Mr Lawrance Tang for his patience and humour to make me learn alot of things without any pressure. Let me reflect what I had learn:-
- pouring of wine, champange and beer. Got Skill de ok! still need to know how much foam, how much to pour
- opening of champange. wow... its really hard to open without a pop sound...
- opening of wine bottles. ... though i learnt through ssm... it is still hard...
- being more alert to look out for empty glasses to clear
- learning to be humourous and courtesy when speaking to guests with confidence
- and many many more
haha was having great fun inside the bar. He was teaching me alot with alot of jokes with us inside. Ohh still got one more tt tall and skinny guy steven thong. At first my impression to him was like he is very xiong will scold us de lor...but eventually last day was a great day he keep comin to the bar for champange and talk nonsense to us. zzz. i was drinking white wine with him and mr lawrance. haha fun!!
before i forget still got tt PANDA! =) meong cheong. His dark dark eye rings really like panda lorz... haha was making fun of him all the three days.. really had a good time there
thanks alot for everyone to create a fun filled experience for me throughout the three days. i will miss you guys out there..heee
photos to be out later
Sunday, September 7, 2008
sianz
back to the life of holidays .. lying on the bed watching for like 14 hours of VCD... nearly make me fall asleep..life hasnt been much meaningful now...
still considering whether to join pvc as a mentor or just a helper..really wanted to be a mentor but thinkin about the responsibility and commitment i really scared i cant cope with everything. sigh can anyone tell me what i should do?
thanks to sl i manage to learn how to blade properly...at least how to stop. phew... wasnt a quite enjoyable bbq i supposed, wasnt too excited about it aniway but i learn how to blade..at least so yuppz =) thanks.
王子变青蛙 was one of my favourite shows to watch. inside talk about hotel management, past and future memories, family matters really quite a good show to watch.
watching tian yu using ways and methods to love dang ou...really touches me alot. it make me start to think of somethings that maybe i never came across or thought he will never come across during our relationship.
你有没有试着为心爱的人努力过？ 如果有你就会感觉到为心爱的人努力时是不求回报而感到快乐
在紧要关头不放弃， 绝望就会变成希望。
maybe i should try to learn how ye tian yu's determination to do everything and not giving up spirit bahz..
anyway one of my close fren came across to me and told me something which i find quite hurtful but is something that i should learn to overcome. she said that people are afraid of me scared i scold them...or wanting my way
but if u really know me well...i really change alot to be more sociable...from what i noe last time i tried to be very friendly ppl tink i jia xing xing...then slwly i stop talkin to many ppl onli close frens bahz....come to sec sch juz being who i am in npcc or back in class...counted i am still lucky i still have close frens around..though they are no longer very close..guess i can still depend on them if i need help
came to jc met mr lawrance, i really must salute him cause he is always there when i need him especially for listening ear to make me think of what decision i make is right or wrong. sadly to say i really disappointed him in one thing and to lye also....really hope someday i can be brave and to face him without any fear...
wish to go back to tam....sighh
still considering whether to join pvc as a mentor or just a helper..really wanted to be a mentor but thinkin about the responsibility and commitment i really scared i cant cope with everything. sigh can anyone tell me what i should do?
thanks to sl i manage to learn how to blade properly...at least how to stop. phew... wasnt a quite enjoyable bbq i supposed, wasnt too excited about it aniway but i learn how to blade..at least so yuppz =) thanks.
王子变青蛙 was one of my favourite shows to watch. inside talk about hotel management, past and future memories, family matters really quite a good show to watch.
watching tian yu using ways and methods to love dang ou...really touches me alot. it make me start to think of somethings that maybe i never came across or thought he will never come across during our relationship.
你有没有试着为心爱的人努力过？ 如果有你就会感觉到为心爱的人努力时是不求回报而感到快乐
在紧要关头不放弃， 绝望就会变成希望。
maybe i should try to learn how ye tian yu's determination to do everything and not giving up spirit bahz..
anyway one of my close fren came across to me and told me something which i find quite hurtful but is something that i should learn to overcome. she said that people are afraid of me scared i scold them...or wanting my way
but if u really know me well...i really change alot to be more sociable...from what i noe last time i tried to be very friendly ppl tink i jia xing xing...then slwly i stop talkin to many ppl onli close frens bahz....come to sec sch juz being who i am in npcc or back in class...counted i am still lucky i still have close frens around..though they are no longer very close..guess i can still depend on them if i need help
came to jc met mr lawrance, i really must salute him cause he is always there when i need him especially for listening ear to make me think of what decision i make is right or wrong. sadly to say i really disappointed him in one thing and to lye also....really hope someday i can be brave and to face him without any fear...
wish to go back to tam....sighh
Friday, August 29, 2008
holidays!
i lonng waited for is my holidays!!!! wee~~~ here i am again with my lonng vacation. =)
went comex with him today...wasnt a good one though coz things happen...but then
had a great dinner at marina suqare the steamboat..at $24.90 get to eat from delicious cooked food to steam food items.. quite worth it actually..juz tt they dont provide drinks even ice water T.T abit wasted bahz..
yesterday had dinner at zhen fa..wahhz food sucks conditions suck..not worth....but excited about its live prawns..it really jumps!!!
exams finally over..TTO was ok paper to me i find..at least can score. but accounting i doubt i will do well..
see how bahz..
anyway i am being approached by 2 companies for modelling see how ba
went comex with him today...wasnt a good one though coz things happen...but then
had a great dinner at marina suqare the steamboat..at $24.90 get to eat from delicious cooked food to steam food items.. quite worth it actually..juz tt they dont provide drinks even ice water T.T abit wasted bahz..
yesterday had dinner at zhen fa..wahhz food sucks conditions suck..not worth....but excited about its live prawns..it really jumps!!!
exams finally over..TTO was ok paper to me i find..at least can score. but accounting i doubt i will do well..
see how bahz..
anyway i am being approached by 2 companies for modelling see how ba
Saturday, August 16, 2008
as the journey ends...cya
Today was CYA AGM
Yuppz my role now is in the roster committee =)something that i wanted..
ups and downs for me...going to be a new begining for my journey to cya..
thanks alot to woon juin especially to be part of my life guiding me thru this cya journey. u are one of the most respectable seniors i have that guided me so much and make me come so far..thanks alot...really....
like wad u said " You too...there are countless things to say. But the heart i believe can feel it all. =) thanks for entering my life and filled it with so much hope."
well...nthing much for me to say now..all i can say is thousand of thanks to woon juin and the rest who make up part of my cya journey to be so much fulfilling...thanks all
wishing u all the best for ur studies and future dreams that you want to achieve...
as wad the title says.. the journey ends but it is also a start for a new beginning..time to be more mature to guide my juniors along..
some cya photos
Yuppz my role now is in the roster committee =)something that i wanted..
ups and downs for me...going to be a new begining for my journey to cya..
thanks alot to woon juin especially to be part of my life guiding me thru this cya journey. u are one of the most respectable seniors i have that guided me so much and make me come so far..thanks alot...really....
like wad u said " You too...there are countless things to say. But the heart i believe can feel it all. =) thanks for entering my life and filled it with so much hope."
well...nthing much for me to say now..all i can say is thousand of thanks to woon juin and the rest who make up part of my cya journey to be so much fulfilling...thanks all
wishing u all the best for ur studies and future dreams that you want to achieve...
as wad the title says.. the journey ends but it is also a start for a new beginning..time to be more mature to guide my juniors along..
some cya photos
Friday, August 15, 2008
ending..+ssm
this sem is coming to an end...everythin seems to be so fast going and we yet to realise the end is coming very near....ssm has just ended which seems its juz the starting...from the start learnin how to carry plates to sugarloaf and toptable...the ting i remembered most is i break one vinegar glass during the top table operations...tt is when i cried at the steward and telling myself to be strong and move on...the other is the first time i tried to carry plates..wahh tt one is siao..i really tahan and tahan...my character is this kind i cant tell myself not to give up so easily.. i remembered there was once i was stuck at the rock climbing for almost 30 mins i tell myself to carry on and perservered...yet i still couldnt make it...
bese results out..scared i dun do well for class test 2 i dun get good results...hmmm really not up to me to decide..but can pray to do well...zzz..
tto results..well good can work even harder to get what i want!!!
cya..today end of cya..i dun feel anything special at all...is it because i am coming back or is it because i am too tired for it.? not too sure..all i noe is tt friday cya wasnt very happy for me...i prefered monday...
let me show u some pics for ssm
ssm
bese results out..scared i dun do well for class test 2 i dun get good results...hmmm really not up to me to decide..but can pray to do well...zzz..
tto results..well good can work even harder to get what i want!!!
cya..today end of cya..i dun feel anything special at all...is it because i am coming back or is it because i am too tired for it.? not too sure..all i noe is tt friday cya wasnt very happy for me...i prefered monday...
let me show u some pics for ssm
ssm
Monday, August 11, 2008
today
Every stage is a process that i should learnt. Actually from last year till now...I learnt about contributing, working with people, being more EQ, learning that different people with different perspective and personality and work with them....
Today, guess I learnt that it depends on how open is the person to open to feedbacks especially in harsher tone...friends ard me are those never go through Lye's training and learning to be open and handle feedbacks to be constructive...But if talking to me I guess I also not up to that standard to accept his feedback..I was damnn fed up and angry the way he defend himself when things are acknowledge already... Sigh...guess this is a learning point for me again...
Teacher was right about a point that the amount of outside time i set for this two projects doesnt mean that one have to contribute but is whether want to take the effort which is not there la...yahz.tt why this whole quarrel started.. juz upset.. i am not able to handle face to face conflict thats the fact...zZZzZZzz...juz want to acknowledge myself that i did not cry in front of him..in fact i learnt to step back or not get inolve to trigger my emotions...guess that is the good point i made today...
work hard girll...there is more conflicts for u to handle in future...
Today, guess I learnt that it depends on how open is the person to open to feedbacks especially in harsher tone...friends ard me are those never go through Lye's training and learning to be open and handle feedbacks to be constructive...But if talking to me I guess I also not up to that standard to accept his feedback..I was damnn fed up and angry the way he defend himself when things are acknowledge already... Sigh...guess this is a learning point for me again...
Teacher was right about a point that the amount of outside time i set for this two projects doesnt mean that one have to contribute but is whether want to take the effort which is not there la...yahz.tt why this whole quarrel started.. juz upset.. i am not able to handle face to face conflict thats the fact...zZZzZZzz...juz want to acknowledge myself that i did not cry in front of him..in fact i learnt to step back or not get inolve to trigger my emotions...guess that is the good point i made today...
work hard girll...there is more conflicts for u to handle in future...
Saturday, August 9, 2008
happy national day
HAPPY NATIONAL DAY SINGAPORREEEEEE
WEEE~~ today Singapore Celebrate 43th birthday COOLLL...
even though its raining outside...it does cause the singapore spirit to die down..GREAT..
but well..stuck at home studying the stupid GEOG test for Monday .... SIANZ 1/2...
it took me more than half a day to study america...i onli left tml to study la..shit la...die..
anyway let me share a piece of good news...my ZHEN is pregnant n juz give birth to FOUR cute little hamsters!!!!! WEEE isnt tt great as a National Day present.??? ZHEN never bite me before... really love her alot! wee!!
WEEE~~ today Singapore Celebrate 43th birthday COOLLL...
even though its raining outside...it does cause the singapore spirit to die down..GREAT..
but well..stuck at home studying the stupid GEOG test for Monday .... SIANZ 1/2...
it took me more than half a day to study america...i onli left tml to study la..shit la...die..
anyway let me share a piece of good news...my ZHEN is pregnant n juz give birth to FOUR cute little hamsters!!!!! WEEE isnt tt great as a National Day present.??? ZHEN never bite me before... really love her alot! wee!!
Thursday, August 7, 2008
SSM today was freaking sux i guess...
hostess for today...and was like DAMNN #$%$%$^$
the first call i receive for the day...even before i start calling out was like #$@#%
as the restaurant is fully boook wad i mean full reservation... then the customer insisting to make a reservation la...in the end very angry...let instructor handle..she also very #$@#$%$ with tt customer also lar...when ask for the name of caller he only give surname dun wan give initial still ask "u got problem with tat?" #$@%$
shitt lor..
I feel really that i did not do my hostess job well...sux totally...the planning for table seating was done by our instructor...then handle situations also by her...she even caught us 3 times with customers going in to dine with inappropriate attire - slippers. OMG!!!!!
Shit lar..3#%$%#$ but guess i was able to calm myself down after so many trainings....at least GOH wasnt here today...phew..
ohh ya...first time i guess...someone spill the mocktail on the guest...wahhh tt was like freaking chaos lor....I deeply guilty about myself that after joing CYA for so long...i still stand down there shock and watch show u call it..didn help the customer at all....and come to think of it i remember i help a passenger to wash her clothes when her grandson vomited at her..but wad about here in this situation...sighh...i guess i still didn perform well enough
truly i would say our team really lack of teamwork...each of us are like doing our own stuff and is like "u die its none of my business"...i not saying not everyone is not helping but juz got this handfull...
anyway i am damn pissed of with this person in my class..i guess others are also...this person always go to the steward and slack..damnn it restaurant so busy running full pax this person can juz stand in steward to slack!!!
summore closing operation...I took the initative to go inside help the steward so she can rest awhile...i was like wiping the utensils dry...putting ALL plates to trolley so can put back to cupboard...this person was like standing with bare foot looking at me and the steward and talking all the way lar...got help?? ya..pretending to help lor.. i was damnn pissed off that i told this person lar...
"can you help..i guess all of us want to leave the place early" #$@%#% this was not the first time le lor...sighh...why is there such people in the world.....watch onli...dirty things dun do...alot of strength dun do....juz WATCH la...#$@%%%
hostess for today...and was like DAMNN #$%$%$^$
the first call i receive for the day...even before i start calling out was like #$@#%
as the restaurant is fully boook wad i mean full reservation... then the customer insisting to make a reservation la...in the end very angry...let instructor handle..she also very #$@#$%$ with tt customer also lar...when ask for the name of caller he only give surname dun wan give initial still ask "u got problem with tat?" #$@%$
shitt lor..
I feel really that i did not do my hostess job well...sux totally...the planning for table seating was done by our instructor...then handle situations also by her...she even caught us 3 times with customers going in to dine with inappropriate attire - slippers. OMG!!!!!
Shit lar..3#%$%#$ but guess i was able to calm myself down after so many trainings....at least GOH wasnt here today...phew..
ohh ya...first time i guess...someone spill the mocktail on the guest...wahhh tt was like freaking chaos lor....I deeply guilty about myself that after joing CYA for so long...i still stand down there shock and watch show u call it..didn help the customer at all....and come to think of it i remember i help a passenger to wash her clothes when her grandson vomited at her..but wad about here in this situation...sighh...i guess i still didn perform well enough
truly i would say our team really lack of teamwork...each of us are like doing our own stuff and is like "u die its none of my business"...i not saying not everyone is not helping but juz got this handfull...
anyway i am damn pissed of with this person in my class..i guess others are also...this person always go to the steward and slack..damnn it restaurant so busy running full pax this person can juz stand in steward to slack!!!
summore closing operation...I took the initative to go inside help the steward so she can rest awhile...i was like wiping the utensils dry...putting ALL plates to trolley so can put back to cupboard...this person was like standing with bare foot looking at me and the steward and talking all the way lar...got help?? ya..pretending to help lor.. i was damnn pissed off that i told this person lar...
"can you help..i guess all of us want to leave the place early" #$@%#% this was not the first time le lor...sighh...why is there such people in the world.....watch onli...dirty things dun do...alot of strength dun do....juz WATCH la...#$@%%%
Thursday, July 31, 2008
ssm
i would like to proudly say that i finished polishing, setting and manage my station well by MYSELF today...clap* clap* ....walauz...my waiters all go duno where...proficiency test i think...only left me alone finished up the whole chunk of work. Eventually i am fast!!!! weeee~~~~
still too bad today no break, but even got break so what...cant buy food anyway...sianz
aniway today BESE Test....the most hatred test for me now...@#$#%$#%#@^%%&%&
after ssm 8-4 got cds 4-6 and bese test 6-7...in between no breaks at all la.!#%#$%%
Well...haha i was studying during ssm though...abit..but wad i studied didn come out much#$#%$^%$^ come out more to the stupid 12 page or duno how mani page worksheet la....#$@%$%^$^# hahahah feel like whining and complaining now...lolz..
sianz probably this test and my accounting test 2 will be of disappointing results.
Anyway... my JAP listening 38/40!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! WEEEEE the efforts count!!!
tired....very tired now...
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before i log off ..i juz want to complain about this person in my ssm...she is totally very selfish at all. And i find her very extremely fake. Pretending in front of teachers EVERYTIME then always go to stewarding chao keng...walau..i remember clearly tt time she go stewarding ar...LAUGHH till so loud la...damn angry..today she kena put to stewarding then she keep talking and talking and keep eating the food la....i just find it not very fair to people outside who tries to work hard and maintain the image of the restaurant.
sigh..
still too bad today no break, but even got break so what...cant buy food anyway...sianz
aniway today BESE Test....the most hatred test for me now...@#$#%$#%#@^%%&%&
after ssm 8-4 got cds 4-6 and bese test 6-7...in between no breaks at all la.!#%#$%%
Well...haha i was studying during ssm though...abit..but wad i studied didn come out much#$#%$^%$^ come out more to the stupid 12 page or duno how mani page worksheet la....#$@%$%^$^# hahahah feel like whining and complaining now...lolz..
sianz probably this test and my accounting test 2 will be of disappointing results.
Anyway... my JAP listening 38/40!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! WEEEEE the efforts count!!!
tired....very tired now...
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before i log off ..i juz want to complain about this person in my ssm...she is totally very selfish at all. And i find her very extremely fake. Pretending in front of teachers EVERYTIME then always go to stewarding chao keng...walau..i remember clearly tt time she go stewarding ar...LAUGHH till so loud la...damn angry..today she kena put to stewarding then she keep talking and talking and keep eating the food la....i just find it not very fair to people outside who tries to work hard and maintain the image of the restaurant.
sigh..
Wednesday, July 30, 2008
tired
WEEEEEE------bought derrick's album today!!!
aniway i went to cd drama at 11AM dun have...go music junction..dun have T.T
heng ar...manage to buy this cd at Pasir Ris Cd Drama at 5+pm....only left 3 pieces!!!! omg this show derrick u are popular!!!!!!!
went to meichin house to study and slack today...haha quite fun...but she is not studying!!! tml test sia...lolz
aniway she went out to jb for her friend's wedding...haha had a great time helping her to choose her clothes.
aniway tml SSM JAP then BESE Test
i sure kill myself first sia...how to concentrate with my lack of sleepness...
well i tink i skipping jap to rest and study the bese before that final test 20% haha..
jy huiyu
aniway i went to cd drama at 11AM dun have...go music junction..dun have T.T
heng ar...manage to buy this cd at Pasir Ris Cd Drama at 5+pm....only left 3 pieces!!!! omg this show derrick u are popular!!!!!!!
went to meichin house to study and slack today...haha quite fun...but she is not studying!!! tml test sia...lolz
aniway she went out to jb for her friend's wedding...haha had a great time helping her to choose her clothes.
aniway tml SSM JAP then BESE Test
i sure kill myself first sia...how to concentrate with my lack of sleepness...
well i tink i skipping jap to rest and study the bese before that final test 20% haha..
jy huiyu
Tuesday, July 29, 2008
derrick
I LOVE DERRICK HOH WEI JIANNNN
truly in love with him lol..opps
waited his album from 2005 till now
FINALLY its out today 12AM
WEEEEE
BTW if you dont know him...he one of the male finalist for channel U jue dui superstar 2005..but he lost to hong jun yang haiz...BUT still glad that he manage to come out album. Wait so long to this day because he went in NS...wahh finally after 2 years i tink. WEEEE cant wait sia...
still duno him..??
watch this
truly in love with him lol..opps
waited his album from 2005 till now
FINALLY its out today 12AM
WEEEEE
BTW if you dont know him...he one of the male finalist for channel U jue dui superstar 2005..but he lost to hong jun yang haiz...BUT still glad that he manage to come out album. Wait so long to this day because he went in NS...wahh finally after 2 years i tink. WEEEE cant wait sia...
still duno him..??
watch this
Saturday, July 26, 2008
city tour
haha the horrible me left my ezlink card at home when i walk to bus stop. Heng manage to get to school in time. =X
Anyway city tour was quite ok. I did learnt quite alot about conducting the tour and some attraction information. Had a great fun going out with val, jeline, mayling, louise and colby =) hahaha fun! took lots of photos!!! Our tour itinerary include Holland V, Little india, Kampong Glam, Chinatown and civil district.
Anyway was kind of preoccupied with the stupid bese test. Worried if can retest can i manage to study finish before wed..ARGH i am dying. Anyway i am falling sick. Scared later got retest i cant go...sSm i cant go...or i go then go back earli...scared later ppl talk behind my back. Haizz...siannz...duno bah..see how
In Little India........
In Chinatown....
Friday, July 25, 2008
bese
All i could say is i put in all my effort and courage and i did my best to appeal to not to have BESE test for those affect by ssm and cds. But decisions still lies in the teachers. Hopefully, they can stand in our shoes and think for us. SSM already very brain draining, plus immediate cds without a rest for 10 minutes. ++ TIRED...now plus one bese test.. Haiz. Kinda felt pressurized. I am not worried that i am pressured. I more fear is that no matter how much i study, i could not do the answer. Not because i don't know, but is due to lack of concentration to tink and stay focused to finish up the test. I fear i cant do well and my marks will be pulled down by this test.
Main reason why i quit nyjc is because i dun want to go thru the feeling that you put in lots and lots of efforts and nights in sch to study and in the end, you didnt do well. YES i am not those gifted students in our class, i believe that i need alot of hard work and effort to study and understand in order to be right behind the gifted students. If it is required, i will fight all my way through to in order to be in par with the gifted students. Juz need more motivation. =)
Anyway yesterday is eunice birthday! happy birthday to EUNICE 18 years old. Hope you can do well in all the things you want to do. I will be always by yourside 24 hours, if you need any help. I am serious as a friend. =)
Tired, really mentally tired. Very long didnt have such a brain dead cum headache type of feeling. Felt that my energy been used up. Felt like i need a rest. But now....well i guess i cant...
Tml Field trip to my group tour itinerary. We will be going holland village, kampong glam, little india, chinatown and civil district.
EVERYTHINGS GONNA BE FINE!!!
Main reason why i quit nyjc is because i dun want to go thru the feeling that you put in lots and lots of efforts and nights in sch to study and in the end, you didnt do well. YES i am not those gifted students in our class, i believe that i need alot of hard work and effort to study and understand in order to be right behind the gifted students. If it is required, i will fight all my way through to in order to be in par with the gifted students. Juz need more motivation. =)
Anyway yesterday is eunice birthday! happy birthday to EUNICE 18 years old. Hope you can do well in all the things you want to do. I will be always by yourside 24 hours, if you need any help. I am serious as a friend. =)
Tired, really mentally tired. Very long didnt have such a brain dead cum headache type of feeling. Felt that my energy been used up. Felt like i need a rest. But now....well i guess i cant...
Tml Field trip to my group tour itinerary. We will be going holland village, kampong glam, little india, chinatown and civil district.
EVERYTHINGS GONNA BE FINE!!!
Wednesday, July 23, 2008
sushi tei
YAY!!!!! he brought me to sushi tei to eat..FINALLY though...lolz after months and months of steamboat..finally sushi tei. Fyi: my fav restaurant till now is sushi tei..love their chawamushi? and the paper pot soup...yummy!
i ate till damnnn full la...aniway jus now bside my table was this cheena lady with a old uncle..lolz...my bf say she is from nightclub n was bao by tt uncle..WA they eat lobster, scallop, drink sake .... TT haha never in my life i eat before...hahahaha yahz...haiz these girls ar...*shake head*
Ohh i was saying i am damnn full...yahz after dinner didn had the time to digest... in fact threw up everythin....TT wan to cry le...duno is the food got something wrong...or my stomach too small to digest all the food i eat. siannnz..thanks to darling to send me home with the cab...though i insist to take bus...aniway today cab fare is cheap $13...last time $16++ lor...zz
Ps: Sorry..could have hurt u recently....i guess its not the time for u to ask me out...if i did had anyone else..i would have gone back to ur heart..but its not the time for us to advance any rs because i am attached...i didn had the courage to tell u tt coz deep down inside...i still hiding u inside...maybe 5 years back you could have manage ur time well and find me back...i noe i broke my promise to stay single..but i guess..its too late to make any regrets now...hope you can find a better girl...sorri
i ate till damnnn full la...aniway jus now bside my table was this cheena lady with a old uncle..lolz...my bf say she is from nightclub n was bao by tt uncle..WA they eat lobster, scallop, drink sake .... TT haha never in my life i eat before...hahahaha yahz...haiz these girls ar...*shake head*
Ohh i was saying i am damnn full...yahz after dinner didn had the time to digest... in fact threw up everythin....TT wan to cry le...duno is the food got something wrong...or my stomach too small to digest all the food i eat. siannnz..thanks to darling to send me home with the cab...though i insist to take bus...aniway today cab fare is cheap $13...last time $16++ lor...zz
Ps: Sorry..could have hurt u recently....i guess its not the time for u to ask me out...if i did had anyone else..i would have gone back to ur heart..but its not the time for us to advance any rs because i am attached...i didn had the courage to tell u tt coz deep down inside...i still hiding u inside...maybe 5 years back you could have manage ur time well and find me back...i noe i broke my promise to stay single..but i guess..its too late to make any regrets now...hope you can find a better girl...sorri
Saturday, July 19, 2008
Saturdayy
OMGGG i didnt noe i can be so pretty within seconds! lolz.. well today accompany wan ning to cut hair after that go around the CENTRAL shopping centre walk walk. Wah i stop by this shop selling dresses....i tot juz go and try it coz it looks really pretty and rugged even though its a dress and very idol like kind of clothes. SO I TRIED...indeed very...extremely gorgeous... i find.. but i did not noe that it is so EX....omg...$$70 lehz...but i really like it...tot i could come back another day...but then...wan ning put the deposit of $10 le...means i have to really go back and buy the dress.. kind of heart pain...but i find....and i tink of it...i dun tink i will regret buying it...hahaha..will post up the pic once i get all the accessories for the dress as well
yup yup went to mac to study with loong...Wah didnt noe mac so mani ppl...lucky i manage to find the seat there. Too bad start late in the evening so did study much...but i find its kind of productive to study outside than at home...see now....haha i am using com instead of studyin... lolz..goinin to start chiong now....
before i go...
Lin You Jia YOGA concert in TP some photos from my w890i camera. =)
yup yup went to mac to study with loong...Wah didnt noe mac so mani ppl...lucky i manage to find the seat there. Too bad start late in the evening so did study much...but i find its kind of productive to study outside than at home...see now....haha i am using com instead of studyin... lolz..goinin to start chiong now....
before i go...
Lin You Jia YOGA concert in TP some photos from my w890i camera. =)
Kinda amaze by the voice he had because he is so skinny....went with eunice, shirui, amy and wanning and amy's fren...cool la...
Friday, July 18, 2008
cya experience
Let me share my experience??? hahha
Been in CYA almost a year...and its definitely not a regretful choice ever since then. But just felt quite sian because there wasnt much happenings rather than coming in for the daily routine for cya.
till today met a family of three...say this kid coughing damnn badly tot he was sick...well indeed he was when the moment he was carried by his grandmother, he vomited quite badly...EWWW...damn stink la...i was helping the family cleaning up the pile of vomit on the bag, on the floor..OMG i was thinkin at the point in time to faster help the family to clear that stinko pool of vomit la...eew...hahhahaa
but i didn make any noises rather i help them willingly...by goin the extra mile to help the grandmother to wash up because her clothes full of vomit..haha it really stinks till the point you feel like vomitin...but then didn la...
hey hey i tink i did quite well today....i come to realise providing service need not be expect a reward. Jus a simple step to help those passengers in need really do provide them good experience and it just brighten ur day....well even it stinks...^^
Been in CYA almost a year...and its definitely not a regretful choice ever since then. But just felt quite sian because there wasnt much happenings rather than coming in for the daily routine for cya.
till today met a family of three...say this kid coughing damnn badly tot he was sick...well indeed he was when the moment he was carried by his grandmother, he vomited quite badly...EWWW...damn stink la...i was helping the family cleaning up the pile of vomit on the bag, on the floor..OMG i was thinkin at the point in time to faster help the family to clear that stinko pool of vomit la...eew...hahhahaa
but i didn make any noises rather i help them willingly...by goin the extra mile to help the grandmother to wash up because her clothes full of vomit..haha it really stinks till the point you feel like vomitin...but then didn la...
hey hey i tink i did quite well today....i come to realise providing service need not be expect a reward. Jus a simple step to help those passengers in need really do provide them good experience and it just brighten ur day....well even it stinks...^^
Monday, July 14, 2008
before acc test
i keeping myself cool...suppressing my emotions...
i wanted to shout it out loud...throw every heavy burden inside me...
still
i need to be brave...to be strong enough to face everything...
to be mature enough to handle all obstacles..
i need encourage to tell me i made a right decision...need a pat in my back tellin me that i am right..
up till now...i choose to walk alone...
i wanted to shout it out loud...throw every heavy burden inside me...
still
i need to be brave...to be strong enough to face everything...
to be mature enough to handle all obstacles..
i need encourage to tell me i made a right decision...need a pat in my back tellin me that i am right..
up till now...i choose to walk alone...
Thursday, July 10, 2008
asst hw
yesterday ASSISTANT HW for sugarloaf. wow it was kind of a cool experience....
wasnt really that terrifying yesterday also...kind of fun actually...serious. Guess i am slwly liking SSM like wad GOH had said it....well i not saying i wan to be hw again...but i mean that kind of operation. Well didn had lunch or break for straight 8 hours and yet i still feel so energetic. First time sia! haha anyway our promotions didn really sell..kind of sad baz...
Spend $4 and above and get a scoop of ice-cream at $1.50.
Buy cake and add $1 for a coffee / tea
these are the two promotions for the day.....sigh
aniway outdoor sales was great!!! i push out ard 5-7 trips???? hmm i guess so...... wow....kind of the sense of satisfaction when they came back $500+ that so much contributed our sale for the day becoz dine in very little only....
anyway thanks min for being the hw and guiding me at certain areas that i am not sure
and also the thursday team for being such a good and helpful teammates that make the day success ....well without much scolding though >.<
wasnt really that terrifying yesterday also...kind of fun actually...serious. Guess i am slwly liking SSM like wad GOH had said it....well i not saying i wan to be hw again...but i mean that kind of operation. Well didn had lunch or break for straight 8 hours and yet i still feel so energetic. First time sia! haha anyway our promotions didn really sell..kind of sad baz...
Spend $4 and above and get a scoop of ice-cream at $1.50.
Buy cake and add $1 for a coffee / tea
these are the two promotions for the day.....sigh
aniway outdoor sales was great!!! i push out ard 5-7 trips???? hmm i guess so...... wow....kind of the sense of satisfaction when they came back $500+ that so much contributed our sale for the day becoz dine in very little only....
anyway thanks min for being the hw and guiding me at certain areas that i am not sure
and also the thursday team for being such a good and helpful teammates that make the day success ....well without much scolding though >.<
Tuesday, July 8, 2008
tto
Monday was TTO project due date. Omg didn sleep the whole night again to finish up that bloody project. well i dun tink can get good marks even though we put in alot of effort in it....but never the less thanks a lot for sl to help me with the project the whole night....thanks alot!
Seems to be quite pack these few weeks such tt there dun seems to have a free time every week...fri going to be geog ppt submission, nxt week acc test + tto presentation , following week tto test ...siannz....poly life dont seem to be easy!
Went to CosFest last week...well wasnt quite up to what i expected...not as good as last year. And the winner for the cos player group representing Singapore to japan was very ...... nah shall not comment much. But anyway did take some interesting pictures. Will put it up soon...=)
Picture time=) Jeline birthday on last wednesday.....
Friday, July 4, 2008
pang pang
pang pang died yesterday...hmm shld i say kind of peaceful?
regretted not checking on them yesterday when i came home to change....
hmmmm......kinda sad la....when my mum tell me pang pang got something wrong when i came back...
realise it was over turn, couldn get up, breathing kinda heavily...
it seems like waitin for me to come back before it slwly died...
i cried when he passed away minutes later....sighhh
remebering him last time...
he favourite hobby is to overturn and sleep or overturn and eat.
kind of cute lor....but then i noe by then that pang pang is leaving me soon becoz of the time i kept him...
hamsters dont have a long life....prob 2 years or less...
sighh
Have you watch 10 promises to my dog
its a real touching show if you are a pet lover...
the retriever also waited for her owner to come back before it died..
sigh..why animals cant have a longer life??
i wonder how will it be when i keep my dog...
hmmm~~~~
some photos of pang pang
regretted not checking on them yesterday when i came home to change....
hmmmm......kinda sad la....when my mum tell me pang pang got something wrong when i came back...
realise it was over turn, couldn get up, breathing kinda heavily...
it seems like waitin for me to come back before it slwly died...
i cried when he passed away minutes later....sighhh
remebering him last time...
he favourite hobby is to overturn and sleep or overturn and eat.
kind of cute lor....but then i noe by then that pang pang is leaving me soon becoz of the time i kept him...
hamsters dont have a long life....prob 2 years or less...
sighh
Have you watch 10 promises to my dog
its a real touching show if you are a pet lover...
the retriever also waited for her owner to come back before it died..
sigh..why animals cant have a longer life??
i wonder how will it be when i keep my dog...
hmmm~~~~
some photos of pang pang
Sunday, June 29, 2008
Skating
Finally! Yesterday went skating with dear and his friends. Well was quite fun actually but then most of us couldnt skate well except his guy friend. The blind leads the blind then. Haha..... Recalling about skating, remembered i learnt it from marcus when we were in sec 3 i think? Wondering how is marcus doing now...is he mature now after he went to jc? Still remember he is that monkey that mr yapp threw his bag from level 3 to level 1 and killed the plant because its squash to death. Come to think of it, secondary school has been quite happen then.
Dear bought his skates today... freestyle skates around $199 because of great singapore sale. Quite cheap though. I was so TEMPTED to buy la!!! omg. haha too bad i bought mine last time as a moment of rush. But now since he bought one.....its time to find back the passion to learn and skate and take it as an exercise.
Rushing for projects now actually. Kinda stressed. Finally finished up 277 words of glossary today. Working on TTO project now, and later Japanese project. Hmmmm....time to break as well. Haiz...boring..
Dear bought his skates today... freestyle skates around $199 because of great singapore sale. Quite cheap though. I was so TEMPTED to buy la!!! omg. haha too bad i bought mine last time as a moment of rush. But now since he bought one.....its time to find back the passion to learn and skate and take it as an exercise.
Rushing for projects now actually. Kinda stressed. Finally finished up 277 words of glossary today. Working on TTO project now, and later Japanese project. Hmmmm....time to break as well. Haiz...boring..
Friday, June 27, 2008
connie talbot
I am surprise and amaze and touched by this 7 years old girl Connie Talbot by her singing. Please take alook at it. Hope i can find her album tomorrow also!
Sometimes I feel people are born with talents. Is whether anot you can find out what are your strength points are. But still I cant find much of my strengths or talents I have. It seems all half way done...haiz. Sad
Sometimes I feel people are born with talents. Is whether anot you can find out what are your strength points are. But still I cant find much of my strengths or talents I have. It seems all half way done...haiz. Sad
Tuesday, June 24, 2008
tired
EXTREMELY tired...
sch has reopen and it is definitely not as exciting as it would be. I AM DYING of tiredness actually yet have to appear energetic infront of others. Inside my body is damn lethargic sia. OMG i need rest.
It wasnt too rush for the project but i find is the overall tiredness make me cant handle. I am not rushing for project actually. haha. time to have a habit to sleep earli.
Things to do
field trip to take grp photo!
study 277 words in the glossary b4 nxt thurs
study for accounting test for first week of july
work on TTO n GEOG proj submission
study tto before openbook test
arghh
time is rushing me...
sch has reopen and it is definitely not as exciting as it would be. I AM DYING of tiredness actually yet have to appear energetic infront of others. Inside my body is damn lethargic sia. OMG i need rest.
It wasnt too rush for the project but i find is the overall tiredness make me cant handle. I am not rushing for project actually. haha. time to have a habit to sleep earli.
Things to do
field trip to take grp photo!
study 277 words in the glossary b4 nxt thurs
study for accounting test for first week of july
work on TTO n GEOG proj submission
study tto before openbook test
arghh
time is rushing me...
Monday, June 16, 2008
New Compact Camera
Weeee~~~
Just gotten myself a new Sony Cybershot T2 camera from PC Show thanks to my darling!
Seems to be cool!! and so much much smaller than the nikon coolpix. but still hmmm coolpix colour is much nicer =)
It looks pretty right!!!! haha choosen lime green coz its a unique colour rather than those colours i picked from...eh red white or black.
Actually was decidin gettin T300 or T2 but ended up T2 cheaper =)
Anyway i am statisfied with wad i have. =)
gotta SAVE le!
Thursday, June 12, 2008
projects projects and more projects
kinda tired today becoz i have been rushing for projects and more projects.
Oh man...
But get to know more about singaopore. Not bad bahz
tml will be goin for a singapore expedition haha
kampong glam, chinatown and little india.
But still i squeezing time to go the pc show cox i wan buy memory card.
and at night airport again
sianz so bored....haha alrite..done with posting..
tml then upload photos
Oh man...
But get to know more about singaopore. Not bad bahz
tml will be goin for a singapore expedition haha
kampong glam, chinatown and little india.
But still i squeezing time to go the pc show cox i wan buy memory card.
and at night airport again
sianz so bored....haha alrite..done with posting..
tml then upload photos
Wednesday, June 4, 2008
ssm proficiency test
goin few more hours before i take my test. kinda extremely very worried. please pray for me tat i wont tio mr goh or mr sim....zzzz....i really scared of them.
Thanks alot for wj and sl for their kind patience to teach me......hope i can pass tml. Now not hoping for distinction...but a pass....
haix... really scared.........
Thanks alot for wj and sl for their kind patience to teach me......hope i can pass tml. Now not hoping for distinction...but a pass....
haix... really scared.........
Tuesday, June 3, 2008
exams over
weeee~~~~ Exams are finally over already! Woot~
Just thinking back i guess i will be losing marks for my accounting probably ard 5 marks? and Biz etiquette ard 3 marks becoz of my stupid careless mistake!!!! hiyo its time to stop making mistake already girl~
My house is crowded today. Anyway learnt about carrying plates and was a great help. I did learn about the procedure and stuff. Just hopefully can score well for my ssm proficiency test on this coming thursday at 1030am.
Oh my god! exams over its time to tink about projects which i guess i left it collect dust for like so long.. well before tt its time to relax and enjoy myself with some good sleep....wow recently was like falling asleep everywhere i go. even watching tv i am asleep. tt is how tired i was.
Planning for steamboat at meichin house soon...hopefully could be a good gathering. Smiles.
Just thinking back i guess i will be losing marks for my accounting probably ard 5 marks? and Biz etiquette ard 3 marks becoz of my stupid careless mistake!!!! hiyo its time to stop making mistake already girl~
My house is crowded today. Anyway learnt about carrying plates and was a great help. I did learn about the procedure and stuff. Just hopefully can score well for my ssm proficiency test on this coming thursday at 1030am.
Oh my god! exams over its time to tink about projects which i guess i left it collect dust for like so long.. well before tt its time to relax and enjoy myself with some good sleep....wow recently was like falling asleep everywhere i go. even watching tv i am asleep. tt is how tired i was.
Planning for steamboat at meichin house soon...hopefully could be a good gathering. Smiles.
Thursday, May 29, 2008
disappointments
there are so much disappointments recently. i really ponder what kind of life i am leading to now. who would ever want a life full of problems that can never be solve. who would ever want a relationship that is lack of insecurities?
but could it be my problem sometimes.? yes i guess so...shall not comment much now..
anyway Mr Goh our apel teacher spoke to us about something that i don't really remember i have ask myself once.
Question was: How do you want to be remembered after your death? How do you want others to talk about you during your funeral?
My reply to him was i want others to remember me as someone who really do whatever it takes or even go the extra mile to help my friends or be there for them if they really need me. Probably someone that is worth to know and worth to remembered for long tt "ohh i have such a good friend in the past..."
Like i said we always being too concern with what we are pursuing that we tend to forget ourselves and what we are having..sometimes we can spend few minutes to slow down our pace so that we can let everything else to catch up upon us including some self awareness of surroundings etc.
anyway i tink the more i said the more blur i get. well stop here..
enjoy some photos later...
but could it be my problem sometimes.? yes i guess so...shall not comment much now..
anyway Mr Goh our apel teacher spoke to us about something that i don't really remember i have ask myself once.
Question was: How do you want to be remembered after your death? How do you want others to talk about you during your funeral?
My reply to him was i want others to remember me as someone who really do whatever it takes or even go the extra mile to help my friends or be there for them if they really need me. Probably someone that is worth to know and worth to remembered for long tt "ohh i have such a good friend in the past..."
Like i said we always being too concern with what we are pursuing that we tend to forget ourselves and what we are having..sometimes we can spend few minutes to slow down our pace so that we can let everything else to catch up upon us including some self awareness of surroundings etc.
anyway i tink the more i said the more blur i get. well stop here..
enjoy some photos later...
Monday, May 26, 2008
虽然我愿意
请让我靠近你轻轻对你说
别让我每个夜为你受折磨
是多么不容易才默默放手
为了我就当作这次为了我
别让我因为你被回忆折磨
而空气凝结了我们的脸孔
我别无选择
* 就算我们之间有什么问题
依然想念着你
虽然被放弃
虽然我愿意
就算我们之间有什么难题
黑夜我还想着你
心碎人孤寂
虽然我愿意
(心还想着你)
再让我靠近你轻轻对你说
当我说我要你从此好好过
是真的否则我怎么肯放手
为了我就当作这次为了我
赐给我你现在幸福的笑容
别让恨冻结了我们的脸孔
请你做选择
Repeat *
心碎人孤寂
虽然我愿意
别让我每个夜为你受折磨
是多么不容易才默默放手
为了我就当作这次为了我
别让我因为你被回忆折磨
而空气凝结了我们的脸孔
我别无选择
* 就算我们之间有什么问题
依然想念着你
虽然被放弃
虽然我愿意
就算我们之间有什么难题
黑夜我还想着你
心碎人孤寂
虽然我愿意
(心还想着你)
再让我靠近你轻轻对你说
当我说我要你从此好好过
是真的否则我怎么肯放手
为了我就当作这次为了我
赐给我你现在幸福的笑容
别让恨冻结了我们的脸孔
请你做选择
Repeat *
心碎人孤寂
虽然我愿意
Today
Was watching the 9pm show and the 10pm show. Well tat is my favourite showtimes for channel 8 and channel u.
Something struck me that was said very true...
We always pursue what we want till the point very seldom many of us will turn back and appreciate what we have. By the point we want to cherish it, to the point we fear of losing it...everything is gone. Sometimes you really wish and how much you wish everything will turn back the same thing and you will start to learn to cherish. Won't it be too late?
Something struck me that was said very true...
We always pursue what we want till the point very seldom many of us will turn back and appreciate what we have. By the point we want to cherish it, to the point we fear of losing it...everything is gone. Sometimes you really wish and how much you wish everything will turn back the same thing and you will start to learn to cherish. Won't it be too late?
Saturday, May 24, 2008
this week
I am so bloody tired, been drained out this whole weekend. 2 days of Biz etiquette and 1 day of SSM and 1 day of CYA kills my energy man. Anyway this week SSM i was in Sugarloaf as the counter staff doing the Tabaoing counter. Quite easy job I would say unless there are heavy orders otherwise would be rather free. Thursday was YinZhou and Sarah as headwaiter and asst headwaiter. I guess they did a good job to manage us and guide us through the first operations of Sugarloaf. Well, 4 more weeks of Sugarloaf to go before Top Table!!! oh man....tt need energy to carry plates.
Well I wouldnt say I dont like the F&B line. But it is a very tiring job if I were to take up. Cause there alot of things to take note in the F&B including things like hygiene, service, presentation, inventory and lots and lots of common sense, which I find sometimes I really lack of it. Lolx.
Friday
Was the leader again in CYA this week. Roving around making sure everybody was in the right place. Did a manhunt today looking for a man 75age, wear blue shirt...becuz he was mia and had illness. Walk the T1 transit like shit...and got the info the man was found in T3. -____-! so far larh!
Saturday
Woke up early morning just to prepare for interview. Actually wasnt expecting much the interview then already when I know XXX coming for interview. Looking for positions? If it is the old me back in NPCC, I guess I would have fight my way thru' to get what I want. Now? I just do what others think I am.
What I said in the interview was that my strength and weakness is that I am quiet. Not because I dont talk but rather because I want to observe people and understand others on a different perspective by observing. and .... .... .... I didnt do much to promote myself during the interview because I guess Wj knows about my character and stuff also.
Come to think through the being in the committee is the importance to interact and know others which sometimes I feel I always not doing now in fact. Thus, I felt like I gave others a mystery of what kind of character I was. But nvm....haha I just want everyone to know I am still approachable as before and I am those kind that I will do anything and everything for my frens if they need help =)
STudy time again since there is exams coming.....oh my god..nxt week is jap presentation i havent print my pictures yet. Humph. going to do it this Monday. =)
Monday - Geog travel online test
Thursday - Jap Presentation
Nxt Monday - Mid Sem Accounting Test
*biz eti test coming out...
Well I wouldnt say I dont like the F&B line. But it is a very tiring job if I were to take up. Cause there alot of things to take note in the F&B including things like hygiene, service, presentation, inventory and lots and lots of common sense, which I find sometimes I really lack of it. Lolx.
Friday
Was the leader again in CYA this week. Roving around making sure everybody was in the right place. Did a manhunt today looking for a man 75age, wear blue shirt...becuz he was mia and had illness. Walk the T1 transit like shit...and got the info the man was found in T3. -____-! so far larh!
Saturday
Woke up early morning just to prepare for interview. Actually wasnt expecting much the interview then already when I know XXX coming for interview. Looking for positions? If it is the old me back in NPCC, I guess I would have fight my way thru' to get what I want. Now? I just do what others think I am.
What I said in the interview was that my strength and weakness is that I am quiet. Not because I dont talk but rather because I want to observe people and understand others on a different perspective by observing. and .... .... .... I didnt do much to promote myself during the interview because I guess Wj knows about my character and stuff also.
Come to think through the being in the committee is the importance to interact and know others which sometimes I feel I always not doing now in fact. Thus, I felt like I gave others a mystery of what kind of character I was. But nvm....haha I just want everyone to know I am still approachable as before and I am those kind that I will do anything and everything for my frens if they need help =)
STudy time again since there is exams coming.....oh my god..nxt week is jap presentation i havent print my pictures yet. Humph. going to do it this Monday. =)
Monday - Geog travel online test
Thursday - Jap Presentation
Nxt Monday - Mid Sem Accounting Test
*biz eti test coming out...
Saturday, May 17, 2008
vesak day eve
supposed to sleep right now...but just hanging on the phone call with him...kinda late..its 3.57AM...
well also too full to sleep anyway....went to eat the steamboat at Suntec city B1 some chinese hotpot restaurant. Wow its very expensive...two person ard $75+..woot! But the service wasnt too bad...just sit down and order as much as you want...later become fat pig lolx...
bought my shoes for formal wear in everbest...now seems to be Great Singapore sales now..20% storewide over there. Haix but still couldnt find some outside shoe that i like. hmmmmm...any one got any recommendations????
my hamsters are awake. goin to disturb them. my pang pang growing old le..got wrinkles. but he is cute and lovable. i realli love him alot....molted seems to be very temperament...kinda dun like her much...haix...one day i will get hamsters that i can breed them. Or even buy a dog. Want a German shepherd or westie..hahaha...hopefully i can buy one sooon when i get older..
well also too full to sleep anyway....went to eat the steamboat at Suntec city B1 some chinese hotpot restaurant. Wow its very expensive...two person ard $75+..woot! But the service wasnt too bad...just sit down and order as much as you want...later become fat pig lolx...
bought my shoes for formal wear in everbest...now seems to be Great Singapore sales now..20% storewide over there. Haix but still couldnt find some outside shoe that i like. hmmmmm...any one got any recommendations????
my hamsters are awake. goin to disturb them. my pang pang growing old le..got wrinkles. but he is cute and lovable. i realli love him alot....molted seems to be very temperament...kinda dun like her much...haix...one day i will get hamsters that i can breed them. Or even buy a dog. Want a German shepherd or westie..hahaha...hopefully i can buy one sooon when i get older..
Friday, May 16, 2008
tired
kind of very tired...my eyes get very dried and tired these few days....
stomach couldnt stop rumbling for nothing...
felt so sick recently....muz be the stupid weather....hot and cold making me going to die out asap...zzz..
i need more rest!!!! four days holiday wooT...should start to catch some sleep now...
stomach couldnt stop rumbling for nothing...
felt so sick recently....muz be the stupid weather....hot and cold making me going to die out asap...zzz..
i need more rest!!!! four days holiday wooT...should start to catch some sleep now...
Wednesday, May 14, 2008
Earthquake and Cyclone
Within days and weeks, thousands and hundreds of people are dead. Can you imagine that. Just within minutes, a human disaster will overcome the whole country. Thousands of people buried alive, thousands of people are drown in water. I just kinda feel sad. I wonder. WHAT CAN I DO TO HELP THESE PEOPLE?
Wanted to email to lye to ask how can i help. but i tot he wun like it.Sigh. We as Singaporeans enjoying tv, enjoying shopping, enjoying food, enjoying aircon at home. What can we do to help them?
If i were to start a donation drive, like newspaper collection or even $$ collection...will anyone interested to help??
Friday, May 9, 2008
groupmates
seen pretty ladies before? this are the babes in my project group =)
from left to right.
Jeline, Valerie, me, Mayling, Ignatius, Joshua
Nothin much want to blog about. Kinda tired this week already..SSM idoitic physically draining subject even though i like the rest of the service part in it.
OHH YA! i got into Culinary Science as an elective next term. Means i will be cooking. Dont be surprise if i cook good food! smiles =)
Thursday, May 8, 2008
SSM
AM i WEAK? i guess i am...
zzz second ssm already yet I fall out in the morning. but i was really feeling terrible almost vomited out luckily went to toilet and have fresh air. Same thing was surrounded because of demonstration but couldnt take it....felt like crushing myself why the rest can stand and listen to rest of the teachers demonstrating. Guess my strong character keep pushing me right to the end till the point my eyes become watery. Remembering the times we have to stand under the sun with the damn hot uniform and march and march but i never fall out. Now just stand inside aircon room already wan to die lidat... guess its been loong since i have my physical strength and endurance.
Today carrying the 1.1kg of plates. Another torture for me. I tried and tried. Endure and endure. But still couldnt resist the pain on my fingers. Broke down and cried when Mr Zainal spoke to me gently and gave me words of encouragement before i continue again with carrying of plates. I used to think i am strong physically but i guess i was wrong totally. Carrying plates now seem to be a total torture for me right now. ZZZzzz Guess what. I told my mum to buy these restaurant plates and i want to practise at home. I dont believe i cant do it. Sigh. Anyway really thanks Mr Zainal for your small encouragement. Thanks...
zzz second ssm already yet I fall out in the morning. but i was really feeling terrible almost vomited out luckily went to toilet and have fresh air. Same thing was surrounded because of demonstration but couldnt take it....felt like crushing myself why the rest can stand and listen to rest of the teachers demonstrating. Guess my strong character keep pushing me right to the end till the point my eyes become watery. Remembering the times we have to stand under the sun with the damn hot uniform and march and march but i never fall out. Now just stand inside aircon room already wan to die lidat... guess its been loong since i have my physical strength and endurance.
Today carrying the 1.1kg of plates. Another torture for me. I tried and tried. Endure and endure. But still couldnt resist the pain on my fingers. Broke down and cried when Mr Zainal spoke to me gently and gave me words of encouragement before i continue again with carrying of plates. I used to think i am strong physically but i guess i was wrong totally. Carrying plates now seem to be a total torture for me right now. ZZZzzz Guess what. I told my mum to buy these restaurant plates and i want to practise at home. I dont believe i cant do it. Sigh. Anyway really thanks Mr Zainal for your small encouragement. Thanks...
Thursday, May 1, 2008
NYAA
As Sarah and I was worrying about our SEAL points and take a look at NYAA, I started to pull out my NYAA book and thinking a not should I complete it. Hmm kinda hard question right. Since i'm already 75% done it takes me to complete the diary only. Yes and I should have complete it. Anyway while completing i look into the J06 and D06 Cibtc Instructors Yahoo Group and began to think about the life of a CII. I kinda regret myself that time being kinda young and not so mature, regretting not able to enjoy life as a CII and learn as much as possible. Being there for twice i should be able to guide my juniors along but ended up i'm still being guided and didnt have much happy memories for both course. Was I too young then? Was tinkin maybe if i'm a instructor now maybe i will be able to lead more just like the rest of the older instructors. Sigh sometimes its all about regretting. But i guess i didn regret to join NPCC and join the CI course and ending myself as a instructor. In fact i am proud to be part of NPCC and as a CI course NPCC really taught me alot alot in terms of discipline and lifeskill. I guess without NPCC i wont be who am i now. Days of sweat and tears, hunger and laughter, scolding and jokes build up part of my life and i really miss these happy days all the while. Serving NPCC is just a part to repay to the unit and let the younger ones know what are the other things you can learn from NPCC that is out of drills. Guess its time for me to go back to serve.
Friday, April 25, 2008
black hair
ohh forget to tell u peeps.....
my hair is finally BLACK thanks to the stupid SSM....zzzZZZzz waste my money to dye sia...nvm after the module goin to rebond and highlight again...i am waiting!!!! shall publish my idoitic ssm face later...
ohh my CYA is on Friday! Yay!!! at least is the day i wanted together with Eunice marhx...phew.. too bad sr not woon juin. Nvm it would be nice to work with other sr. Will be stationed in Arrival. Sigh..i wan to be in transit..will be more fun de...Nvm.
Actually i was considering what cca i want to joined. Well is either i join in pace setter or i continue CYA as a senior, then do some community service outside. Will that be fine? Anyone out there wan to do community service with me? I was thinking going children's cancer foundation leh. Or any one else have any other suggestions?
Tml goin to be another day...probably meeting dk and sheldon again. Guess wad..sheldon tml coming out from bmt offically. Haha must go and see how dark he become liaoz...
YES 3 more days to go for the Free Cone DayParticipating Outlets:
1. The Cathay
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2. Great World City
#02-40A, 1 Kim Seng Promenade (S) 237994
3. Raffles City
#B1-80, 252 North Bridge Rd, Raffles City Shopping Centre (S) 179103
4. United Square
#02-K1, 101 Thomson Road (S) 307591.
5. White Sands
#01-39, 1 Pasir Ris Central Street 3 (S) 518457
6. VivoCity
#02-135/136 VivoCity, 1 Harbourfront Walk (S) 098585
7. Jurong Bird Park
2 Jurong Hill (S) 628925
8. Singapore Zoo
80 Mandai Lake (S) 729826
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