bese

All i could say is i put in all my effort and courage and i did my best to appeal to not to have BESE test for those affect by ssm and cds. But decisions still lies in the teachers. Hopefully, they can stand in our shoes and think for us. SSM already very brain draining, plus immediate cds without a rest for 10 minutes. ++ TIRED...now plus one bese test.. Haiz. Kinda felt pressurized. I am not worried that i am pressured. I more fear is that no matter how much i study, i could not do the answer. Not because i don't know, but is due to lack of concentration to tink and stay focused to finish up the test. I fear i cant do well and my marks will be pulled down by this test.
Main reason why i quit nyjc is because i dun want to go thru the feeling that you put in lots and lots of efforts and nights in sch to study and in the end, you didnt do well. YES i am not those gifted students in our class, i believe that i need alot of hard work and effort to study and understand in order to be right behind the gifted students. If it is required, i will fight all my way through to in order to be in par with the gifted students. Juz need more motivation. =)

Anyway yesterday is eunice birthday! happy birthday to EUNICE 18 years old. Hope you can do well in all the things you want to do. I will be always by yourside 24 hours, if you need any help. I am serious as a friend. =)

Tired, really mentally tired. Very long didnt have such a brain dead cum headache type of feeling. Felt that my energy been used up. Felt like i need a rest. But now....well i guess i cant...

Tml Field trip to my group tour itinerary. We will be going holland village, kampong glam, little india, chinatown and civil district.

EVERYTHINGS GONNA BE FINE!!!