NYAA

As Sarah and I was worrying about our SEAL points and take a look at NYAA, I started to pull out my NYAA book and thinking a not should I complete it. Hmm kinda hard question right. Since i'm already 75% done it takes me to complete the diary only. Yes and I should have complete it. Anyway while completing i look into the J06 and D06 Cibtc Instructors Yahoo Group and began to think about the life of a CII. I kinda regret myself that time being kinda young and not so mature, regretting not able to enjoy life as a CII and learn as much as possible. Being there for twice i should be able to guide my juniors along but ended up i'm still being guided and didnt have much happy memories for both course. Was I too young then? Was tinkin maybe if i'm a instructor now maybe i will be able to lead more just like the rest of the older instructors. Sigh sometimes its all about regretting. But i guess i didn regret to join NPCC and join the CI course and ending myself as a instructor. In fact i am proud to be part of NPCC and as a CI course NPCC really taught me alot alot in terms of discipline and lifeskill. I guess without NPCC i wont be who am i now. Days of sweat and tears, hunger and laughter, scolding and jokes build up part of my life and i really miss these happy days all the while. Serving NPCC is just a part to repay to the unit and let the younger ones know what are the other things you can learn from NPCC that is out of drills. Guess its time for me to go back to serve.