disappointments

there are so much disappointments recently. i really ponder what kind of life i am leading to now. who would ever want a life full of problems that can never be solve. who would ever want a relationship that is lack of insecurities?

but could it be my problem sometimes.? yes i guess so...shall not comment much now..

anyway Mr Goh our apel teacher spoke to us about something that i don't really remember i have ask myself once.

Question was: How do you want to be remembered after your death? How do you want others to talk about you during your funeral?

My reply to him was i want others to remember me as someone who really do whatever it takes or even go the extra mile to help my friends or be there for them if they really need me. Probably someone that is worth to know and worth to remembered for long tt "ohh i have such a good friend in the past..."

Like i said we always being too concern with what we are pursuing that we tend to forget ourselves and what we are having..sometimes we can spend few minutes to slow down our pace so that we can let everything else to catch up upon us including some self awareness of surroundings etc.

anyway i tink the more i said the more blur i get. well stop here..

enjoy some photos later...