sianz

back to the life of holidays .. lying on the bed watching for like 14 hours of VCD... nearly make me fall asleep..life hasnt been much meaningful now...

still considering whether to join pvc as a mentor or just a helper..really wanted to be a mentor but thinkin about the responsibility and commitment i really scared i cant cope with everything. sigh can anyone tell me what i should do?

thanks to sl i manage to learn how to blade properly...at least how to stop. phew... wasnt a quite enjoyable bbq i supposed, wasnt too excited about it aniway but i learn how to blade..at least so yuppz =) thanks.

王子变青蛙 was one of my favourite shows to watch. inside talk about hotel management, past and future memories, family matters really quite a good show to watch.
watching tian yu using ways and methods to love dang ou...really touches me alot. it make me start to think of somethings that maybe i never came across or thought he will never come across during our relationship.

你有没有试着为心爱的人努力过？ 如果有你就会感觉到为心爱的人努力时是不求回报而感到快乐

在紧要关头不放弃， 绝望就会变成希望。

maybe i should try to learn how ye tian yu's determination to do everything and not giving up spirit bahz..

anyway one of my close fren came across to me and told me something which i find quite hurtful but is something that i should learn to overcome. she said that people are afraid of me scared i scold them...or wanting my way

but if u really know me well...i really change alot to be more sociable...from what i noe last time i tried to be very friendly ppl tink i jia xing xing...then slwly i stop talkin to many ppl onli close frens bahz....come to sec sch juz being who i am in npcc or back in class...counted i am still lucky i still have close frens around..though they are no longer very close..guess i can still depend on them if i need help

came to jc met mr lawrance, i really must salute him cause he is always there when i need him especially for listening ear to make me think of what decision i make is right or wrong. sadly to say i really disappointed him in one thing and to lye also....really hope someday i can be brave and to face him without any fear...

wish to go back to tam....sighh