holidays!

i lonng waited for is my holidays!!!! wee~~~ here i am again with my lonng vacation. =)

went comex with him today...wasnt a good one though coz things happen...but then

had a great dinner at marina suqare the steamboat..at $24.90 get to eat from delicious cooked food to steam food items.. quite worth it actually..juz tt they dont provide drinks even ice water T.T abit wasted bahz..

yesterday had dinner at zhen fa..wahhz food sucks conditions suck..not worth....but excited about its live prawns..it really jumps!!!

exams finally over..TTO was ok paper to me i find..at least can score. but accounting i doubt i will do well..

see how bahz..

anyway i am being approached by 2 companies for modelling see how ba

as the journey ends...cya

Today was CYA AGM

Yuppz my role now is in the roster committee =)something that i wanted..
ups and downs for me...going to be a new begining for my journey to cya..

thanks alot to woon juin especially to be part of my life guiding me thru this cya journey. u are one of the most respectable seniors i have that guided me so much and make me come so far..thanks alot...really....

like wad u said " You too...there are countless things to say. But the heart i believe can feel it all. =) thanks for entering my life and filled it with so much hope."

well...nthing much for me to say now..all i can say is thousand of thanks to woon juin and the rest who make up part of my cya journey to be so much fulfilling...thanks all

wishing u all the best for ur studies and future dreams that you want to achieve...

as wad the title says.. the journey ends but it is also a start for a new beginning..time to be more mature to guide my juniors along..

some cya photos

ending..+ssm

this sem is coming to an end...everythin seems to be so fast going and we yet to realise the end is coming very near....ssm has just ended which seems its juz the starting...from the start learnin how to carry plates to sugarloaf and toptable...the ting i remembered most is i break one vinegar glass during the top table operations...tt is when i cried at the steward and telling myself to be strong and move on...the other is the first time i tried to carry plates..wahh tt one is siao..i really tahan and tahan...my character is this kind i cant tell myself not to give up so easily.. i remembered there was once i was stuck at the rock climbing for almost 30 mins i tell myself to carry on and perservered...yet i still couldnt make it...


bese results out..scared i dun do well for class test 2 i dun get good results...hmmm really not up to me to decide..but can pray to do well...zzz..

tto results..well good can work even harder to get what i want!!!

cya..today end of cya..i dun feel anything special at all...is it because i am coming back or is it because i am too tired for it.? not too sure..all i noe is tt friday cya wasnt very happy for me...i prefered monday...

let me show u some pics for ssm
ssm

today

Every stage is a process that i should learnt. Actually from last year till now...I learnt about contributing, working with people, being more EQ, learning that different people with different perspective and personality and work with them....

Today, guess I learnt that it depends on how open is the person to open to feedbacks especially in harsher tone...friends ard me are those never go through Lye's training and learning to be open and handle feedbacks to be constructive...But if talking to me I guess I also not up to that standard to accept his feedback..I was damnn fed up and angry the way he defend himself when things are acknowledge already... Sigh...guess this is a learning point for me again...

Teacher was right about a point that the amount of outside time i set for this two projects doesnt mean that one have to contribute but is whether want to take the effort which is not there la...yahz.tt why this whole quarrel started.. juz upset.. i am not able to handle face to face conflict thats the fact...zZZzZZzz...juz want to acknowledge myself that i did not cry in front of him..in fact i learnt to step back or not get inolve to trigger my emotions...guess that is the good point i made today...

work hard girll...there is more conflicts for u to handle in future...

happy national day

HAPPY NATIONAL DAY SINGAPORREEEEEE

WEEE~~ today Singapore Celebrate 43th birthday COOLLL...
even though its raining outside...it does cause the singapore spirit to die down..GREAT..

but well..stuck at home studying the stupid GEOG test for Monday .... SIANZ 1/2...
it took me more than half a day to study america...i onli left tml to study la..shit la...die..

anyway let me share a piece of good news...my ZHEN is pregnant n juz give birth to FOUR cute little hamsters!!!!! WEEE isnt tt great as a National Day present.??? ZHEN never bite me before... really love her alot! wee!!

SSM today was freaking sux i guess...

hostess for today...and was like DAMNN #$%$%$^$
the first call i receive for the day...even before i start calling out was like #$@#%
as the restaurant is fully boook wad i mean full reservation... then the customer insisting to make a reservation la...in the end very angry...let instructor handle..she also very #$@#$%$ with tt customer also lar...when ask for the name of caller he only give surname dun wan give initial still ask "u got problem with tat?" #$@%$

shitt lor..

I feel really that i did not do my hostess job well...sux totally...the planning for table seating was done by our instructor...then handle situations also by her...she even caught us 3 times with customers going in to dine with inappropriate attire - slippers. OMG!!!!!

Shit lar..3#%$%#$ but guess i was able to calm myself down after so many trainings....at least GOH wasnt here today...phew..

ohh ya...first time i guess...someone spill the mocktail on the guest...wahhh tt was like freaking chaos lor....I deeply guilty about myself that after joing CYA for so long...i still stand down there shock and watch show u call it..didn help the customer at all....and come to think of it i remember i help a passenger to wash her clothes when her grandson vomited at her..but wad about here in this situation...sighh...i guess i still didn perform well enough

truly i would say our team really lack of teamwork...each of us are like doing our own stuff and is like "u die its none of my business"...i not saying not everyone is not helping but juz got this handfull...

anyway i am damn pissed of with this person in my class..i guess others are also...this person always go to the steward and slack..damnn it restaurant so busy running full pax this person can juz stand in steward to slack!!!
summore closing operation...I took the initative to go inside help the steward so she can rest awhile...i was like wiping the utensils dry...putting ALL plates to trolley so can put back to cupboard...this person was like standing with bare foot looking at me and the steward and talking all the way lar...got help?? ya..pretending to help lor.. i was damnn pissed off that i told this person lar...

"can you help..i guess all of us want to leave the place early" #$@%#% this was not the first time le lor...sighh...why is there such people in the world.....watch onli...dirty things dun do...alot of strength dun do....juz WATCH la...#$@%%%