bored

I'm very tired. Kind of falling sick soon. Yesterday was our 13th month together, yet it was kind of screwed up because of quarrels. Kind of tired in relationships because I don't really know what I am fighting for already. Sigh. Why Why Why it turn out to be like that?

Holidays are really bothering me...because too much free time. Why cant school plan it such a way can study and have holidays at the concurrently so that we won't be too stress and also nothing much to do? Well, I was thinking to do some charity work, but couldn't get someone to start me off. Argh! Anyway, next week will be my first week as a receptionist in Keppel land, my first offical job that is one step closer to HTM...well I guess I am up for it =)